i'm gonna be strong. after thinking for the whole night yesterday i guess i'm just gonna let this problem go. i'm not gonna hold it back and make me sad all the time. i believe that one day we will get back and have our good friends all back together again(: imma strong girl. hopefully this will end soon. but if it doesn't it's okay cause i still got alot of friends. so what am i worrying about? it was stupid of me worrying about this all along. lastly i wanna say thankyou for those people that cheer me up when i'm going through all this especially oscar kor kor, apple, samson, charmaine jie jie, tasha and jacques.
i miss u): i really don't want this to happen. why must this happen all of a sudden. why? i just wanna let u know i really don't know anything. i only know all this after you know. if you said you're not angry about this than why aren't you talking to me? why? can you tell me? it has been one week that we didn't talk to each other. i really miss you. i'm tired of all this. i wan this to end now!!! i mean it. why can't we just have a happy relationship. why can't we. pepet i really really miss you alot. i always wanna talk to you but i'm just scared of you rejecting me all the time. i can tell that you're sad about something. but why can't you just let me know? why? i really don't know what to do. can pepet please help me ):