can't you just understand how i feel? do you even know how much effort have i put. i bet you don't even know. you might think that girl is much more hardworking then your own daughter. that's just the outside. its so different between me and that girl man. she's just form 1 and now she's just studying one year's book but i need to study three years' books. do you even know how tired is that? i have to stay awake and listen in class but she can sleep in class if she's tired cause she has mr. ang to teach her. i just need you to understand. i somehow i think i deserve some of my own time. i've agree to use my weekday and weekend to go for tuition and study already. i really hope you'll understand
hmm let me just say some stuff about how i feel being in form 3 life. being in form 3 is a stressful year, i'm serious about this man. its like there's so many thing that we need to do. there's lots of projects we need to do. the worst part is we need to study alot. its only the fourth month of this year and i'm already feeling tired man. its like days go by so damn fast. for other years its like days go by so slow. for now we only left 5 months plus to study till pmr comes. but oh well i guess i just have to accept the fact that i'm form 3 this year. hmm somehow i just hope to have my own time sometimes. for the whole week its like i'm going tuition everyday even saturday and sunday. only wednesday i don't have tuition but i'll be going training on that day so yea. but oh well i have to suffer for this year then next year i can relax abit:) hmm hopefully i'll do well in pmr and uec. hehe. thats all for today.