this is like all of a sudden. i don't know how to say it but yea i'm seriously kinda hurt after what my friend told me. why can't you tell me the truth by yourself. don't tell me because you think you'll hurt me. honestly i would prefer you to tell me the truth, not trying to hide it from me. that way kinda hurt me more. i thought you know that. dude, tell me what to do now. i really don't know what to do:(
why can't i get you off my mind? why is it so hard.why!? everything i do just makes me remember the times when we were there for each other. i told myself that i would let go and move on. but how the hell am i suppose to do that when everything i do just reminds me about you. i seriously don't know how to move on. i'm telling myself that i must give up, i must. but i just can't do it. giving up on you is just so freaking hard. all i hope now is we can just be close friend if we can't be together. but all i can see now is we can't even be close friend. what's with it saying you'll be there as a brother for me and listen to all my problem. when we pass each other is just like we don't know each other. you don't even say hi or anything. somehow that makes me feel like i'm no one to you anymore. isn't it kinda unfair for me? i'm really tired of acting that i'm okay from the outside but deep down you just don't understand:( i really don't know what can i do now.